Come to think of it~

Maybe i have the potential to become reptile, coz my hand temperature change to exactly rhe same temperature surround me.So how can i survive in this winters?!Even with my hand glove on it still not warm up,not a bit == And just somehow discovered that i have an allergic with medicine, this give me quite a big shock there.Actually i'm having a zinc sulphate allergic.How i'm discovered?At first i thought is coincidence of my a bit sore throat and my lip lightly dry.I thought i'm suffer from excessive internal heat and maybe the risk of getting cold so i take the cold & flu medicine.After took the medicine,i'm starting to feel like my throat are burning, my lip also dry like there gonna to chap.The worst is that is i'm feel like i having a little breathless,so i'm stand up from my bed and sitting infront of my lappie coz i know that i'm not getting sleep tonight. So end up that day i didn't sleep whole day, so i went to buy some Chinese herb and lozenge.After having those thing made me a bit better,so i got a sleep that night.So i think maybe i'm really suffer from the excessive internal heat that coz me can't sleep. So it gettingbetter and better until almost heal,i think maybe if i should took one more time of the cold & flu tablet to prevent myself from really get a cold. Then it started again...T-T So i go find out what content does this medicine contain. I saw Zinc Sulphate are stated, i quickly type on web to search for the symptom having allergic to this kind of chemical.Then i got my answer,that i maybe become one of the people who allergic to medicine.I have most of the symptom they mention.So i go make myself some Chinese Tea.According to my mother, she said when u wrongly taking the medicine, the best traditional way to get rid of the drug is drinking the Chinese tea or for more serious case like some people's face or eye will swollen just get a cotton wool dip with the Chinese tea and place on the swollen part, and it can subsidence of a swelling. So i drink 3 bottle of Chinese tea to get myself better.Hope all this will end tomorrow.
To be continue.....

Australia

Heartbreaken trip...haha...no choice... I'm already so sick of it.So i gonna put it to an end.I'm gonna free you from me so i won't thinking u so much, like wasting my energy. I'm finding i'm so stupid for making myself believe that you will think me like i'm thinking of u. So i'm the fool that still holding to it and can't let go of it. Now i try to let go of u, though is heart broken but i think is quite good for both of us, don't u think so? So now i just need to put on my headphone let my heart sink to the bottom of the tokyo bay coz if u sink at there probably ppl won't find it. So just let me sink to the bottom and seal it until i met the right person then he/she know how to unseal, by the time I shall treasure the person.So wait until then maybe still need to wait for 8 yr....
so i can do it i can bear it,so i don't want a hide and seek lover. Even though we are no lover from the start, we just friend. I don't want to crush this good friendship so i just need to think positively. Somehow u so use to it even chime in with me what ever i do to u....haha Maybe i'm not so mature like u, so for a little kid to think too far is normal....haha...My mind simply ran off as I like them to. So for other if u not really interest with me,u just don't mess with me, if not u will bcome nothing to me even u r my closest friend.Maybe i need to find someone 7 years older than me as my partner?! So he or she will treasure me,they won't treat me like i'm nothing......Maybe i'm getting unsecure so much so easily.I'm just not look like my appearance so tough and rough.I have my own wound too, just i don't share with other, because i know so much better that others also have their own problem. Ok, I'm totally fine now, from the moment i publish this post all the thing and memories we share will get gone.