Tired,Boredom,Stupid,Restless....TBSR

As the final get closer, my breath bcome more harder...
So much think i need to think abt it....
Tomorrow still need to go to the hospital...haha....
Everything come at the same time.....Mayb my wish finally come true.....
It is a good place for ppl to hv a rest....
away from fake ppl,noisy street,nagging parents and ppl who care abt me....
If u ask me , u want to die before me or i want to die before u.....
the answer will be i want u die before me....haha
i'm so cruel.....i hope i will bcome a real demon or evil or even vampires....
even sometime the devil may cry also......and not all the angel are good as their appearance...
not all the devil is bad as their appearance as well.....
recently have no song hear....so bored.....
hope tmr b better.....
And mayb u want come and fetch me.....but plz dun use the accident method.....mayb can use over dose sleeping pill method is much better....
I very miss u bro.....ur birthday is coming soon.....
i will bring ur favourite food to visit ur grave....wait for me and look forward.....
10 day before my birthday is ur birthday....how coincidence......